Happy Mother’s Day everyone!!!!
Archives for 2011
To Not Forget
Confession time…
My girls do not have baby books. Well, Emma has one, but I think I spent one day filling it out when she was like 1 month old, and Kendall’s is totally empty and downstairs in the basement near the wrapping paper. (I think.)
And, well, poor Brooklyn didn’t stand a chance.
That was truly why I started this blog way back in 2005. I didn’t start it to become some celebrity blogger or get all sorts of free stuff (which is a good thing cuz none of those things even came close to happening); I started it because it was an online stat keeper, memory logger, and photo holder. But then I had Kendall and I realized that as much as I loved writing about my girls for fun, I couldn’t do it if it meant sacrificing the time I had with them.
Now I could get all noble and say that I purposely decided that experiencing life with my kids was more important than blogging about it, but really, the decision was more along the lines of I’m-totally-overwhelmed-with-this-mommy-thing-and-I-can’t-take-on-one-more-task-without-losing-my-mind.
But I’m starting to forget stuff. I can feel the little nuggets of cuteness, the stories — their stories — slipping away, and it scares me. Somewhere in the midst of “getting through the day,” they went from my babies to little ladies that are starting school, losing teeth, and spouting the word, “whatever.” And it’s not so much the milestones I’m afraid of missing, it’s what is sandwiched between the milestones. Those little moments that define them much more than any milestone ever will. Those moments that I know I will miss. Heck, I already miss them.
So, here is a list of random things I don’t want to forget. Things I remembered today and hope I will always remember, but just in case I don’t, I’ll have this nice little list as a reference. Maybe I’ll do this regularly – since these are clearly very short lists of the majorly cute things my girls do (a-hem!) – but I’m not making any promises. I like to keep you guys on your toes after all. (Translation: I never can seem to follow any sort of blogging schedule.)
So without further a-do, a random list of Forget-These-Not:
Emma
- The way she used to say “applepines” instead of “pineapples” (still not sure how she found out the correct word…)
- The way she narrates when she plays with any sort of figurines or Barbies (“Wait, Ken, wait,” she said, as she ran down the stairs.)
- That she read me an entire Fancy Nancy book at the age of 5 (and continues to blow me away every day)
- That she prayed for Brooklyn literally every day until she was born
- She lost her first tooth on April 25, 2011…when she should have been sleeping but instead was informing me that she and her sister were in fact not sleeping but were playing and she thought I should know
- The way she wraps her blankie around her head like a babushka every night before bed.
Kendall
- That she says “berry” instead of “very” (Our berry own Strawberry Shortcake.)
- She calls leprechauns “leppermens” (and will never be corrected by me…)
- Her opposing desires for all things action-packed and beautiful (i.e., she wants to either be a pirate or a ballerina for Halloween; would like her birthday theme to be cars; and wants Barbies and a pink or purple Power Ranger — the one with the dragon — for Christmas)
- How she needs to give me “a hug, a kiss, and a mah” before bed (which is followed by a few dozen “Let me tell you somefings”)
- That she reminds us to do the prayer bucket every day and loves to pray for other people (especially “the people in Japan”)
- The way she brought down the house at her Christmas program this year (The girl has moves!)
Brooklyn
- The wide goofy grin she gives me as soon as she’s done nursing
- The way she grips my “Mom” necklace like it’s her lifeline
- The giggly cry that tells me I must hold her N-O-W!!
- The way she lights up when she sees her Daddy or her sisters
- Her pink blanket that is now her trademark at Children’s Memorial (Just ask any nurse…)
- That it only takes that very blankie, a few snuggles, and the chorus of “Here I Am to Worship” to get those eyes ready for dreamland
Today
We take nothing for granted around here.
Nothing.
Every smile. Every giggle. Every roll. Every kick. Every kick.
They are victories, every one of them. What may seem small and insignificant is evidence of a big, big God that can move mountains…and our little girl’s legs.
Today, He died for my little girl. For all of my little girls.
For all of us.
He died so that one day we can have more blessings than we can fathom.
So that one day she will not only be able to feel her toes, but dance on them and praise the One who gave His life because He loved her that much.
I will make sure she knows that Truth and all that He promises her in Heaven.
His sacrifice, more than we can ever imagine. His gift, greater than we could ever deserve.
Don’t take it for granted.
Foto Friday: Silly Reminder
I love this picture so much I had to share it. It is just so my girls. Anyone who knows them, knows that they love to be goofy. Like ALL. THE. TIME.
At 6am… during prayer… at bedtime…
I admit, most of the time it drives me nuts.
And that is exactly why I love this photo so much.
It reminds me how much joy their goofiness can bring me…if I let it. So often I get so stressed out about what they/we could/should be doing that I forget to take a step back and enjoy the best part of my kids…
Their youth.
They are goofy, silly, at times absolutely cra-zy, but you know what?
They are fun.
All too often do I find myself squashing the silly aound here, and for what? Life is just too short.
I now have this photo as my screen saver as a reminder to make room for the silly in this house.
For laughing as I drink my morning coffee. For allowing my girls to share their joy when talking to God. And for ending the night with a giggle or two (even if, a-hem, Daddy has been out of town for 4 days…)
So a very happy weekend to all of you. May it be filled with lots of silly!